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From The Chapters: (Each page starts a
story from a different person)
REVOLUTION:
Until I got to Ranger School
the tab was not that important to me except as far as I had to have it
to get past ‘GO’ in the Infantry. When I was in the
Mountains or Florida was when it became a gut check, a credibility and
character check for myself. As an Infantry officer, having it expected
of me created a situation where there was not as much motivation going
into it as there might have been had it been my own decision. However,
somewhere in the course it transitioned to being an internally driven
event. I wanted to be a part of the small percentage that graduated,
and I really started to take ownership of my goal. I was going to get
through this because it was important to me. It was now my goal instead
of somebody else’s directive. Accepting ownership of the goal
of earning a ranger tab was coupled with accepting ownership of being a
professional officer in the Army.
For two phases, beginning in
the Mountains, our platoon had had a chow thief. From the first
incident it was serious, but it really became an issue in Florida. We
were far enough into the course that people’s bodies were
starting to burn the reserves of their reserves. We don’t
know what fuel really kept us going. We were protecting our food to the
point of writing our roster number on every piece of our MRE, an
outrageous sign of distrust.
The theft of food was bad for
the obvious reason; deprivation of sustenance to someone who was in
desperate need of fuel. It was wrong because stealing was wrong, but it
went deeper than that. In the Armed Services we train to fight and
survive in combat. Critical to our success is trust in our leadership
who is taking us into harm’s way; and trust in our buddies
who are going to watch our backs. We trust our buddies to take personal
chances with their safety to protect us in battle, to work as a team
for the survival of everyone. In an organization where you have to
trust your buddy with your life, it is devastating to the unit not to
be able to trust him with something as small as food. It is a breakdown
of the fabric that holds the unit together. The inherent selfishness of
someone who maliciously and with full intent of depriving you of
something he knows you need is incompatible with success in combat.
It was early morning. The sun
was coming up, and the RIs were away doing change-over operations, the
time when the outgoing RI briefs the incoming RI. We sat in a 20-meter
open area in a stand of small scrub pines, completely unsupervised.
Free from evaluating eyes, guys were resting against their rucks,
conducting personal hygiene, or fixing a cup of coffee. I was sitting
there being eloquent, talking about hitting on chicks or something,
when I heard a commotion. There was an argument on the other side of
the relaxed crowd, and it continued to get louder and louder. Everyone
in my squad turned around to see what was going on.
When I turned around I saw a
mob. Cartoon fights were more orderly. There was nothing military or
organized about it. Rather, it was an angry lynch mob who had hold of
their man. They had caught the chow thief and a couple of guys had
started to beat on him. They were not just beating him up like in high
school; they were beating him with the absolute intention of killing
him. If it had gone on long enough, there was no doubt in
anyone’s military mind that they would have ended his life.
The depth of hatred that a chow thief generated was well beyond a
simple food issue. These guys were weeding out the guy that was going
to get them killed on some future battlefield.
I saw five guys that were
actually hitting him, and a relatively large group of others standing
around stunned. I thought, ‘This is what happens when
military organizations lose leadership and lose focus. This is a mob.
This is what the country fears.’ It scared me and I felt a
professional duty do to something.
There were some pretty big
guys in my platoon. I chose two of them, football players from West
Point and Norwich, to walk over there with me. With these guys to
either side of me I was confident that what I was about to say would
get some respect. “Hey!” I yelled, “Stop
beating the shit out of this guy.” The punishers were in no
mood to hear logical or moral reasons for why the beating should stop,
but even with their adrenaline pumping they were not ready to face down
an RI. “We need to wait for the RI, and let him take care of
it,” I instructed.
The thrashing stopped, and
the thief crawled away like a wounded seal. Looking at his bloody face
and battered body, there was nothing that resembled cockiness left in
him. His was the worst beating I had ever seen anyone take in person.
We waited for the RI, who showed up a few minutes later and immediately
dragged the thief away from the rabble never to be seen again.
The guys who were laying fist
on flesh had no intention of stopping until they were stopped. I
thought, ‘This is why the Army needs competent
leadership.’ There we were, a bunch of fricking students that
knew we were not going to die. We would have been happy with some
Snickers bars, a few Cokes and no one to fuck with us for 45 minutes.
That gave me pause to think, ‘It is eye opening that this
level of violence could happen here, now, in these relatively
controlled conditions.’ It gave me an appreciation of what
could happen in the world. ‘If we could do this to ourselves,
what could we do to someone we really hated?’ In the back of
my mind, I hoped I had the dignity and moral courage NOT to be the guy
in the mob, but the guy trying to control the mob. That incident
reinforced the realization that I had to live up to my commission, that
I needed to be better than the crowd. I don’t need to be in
with the mob. I need to be the smarter guy. That is why the Army has
leadership. That is why the Army has professional officers and NCOs as
a check and balance.
Food was obviously a serious
issue at Ranger School, and that beating, surprisingly enough, allowed
me to understand world history better. I thought about food a lot, just
like everyone, but I also thought about the state of being hungry.
‘This is what it is like to be hungry,’ I studied
the feeling, like looking closely at a scene to try and see everything
in it. I knew, of course, that in 24 hours I would get my meal and a
half and that life would go on, but I thought, ‘This is what
it is like to be hungry. This is why hungry people with guns is a bad
idea.’ I finally understood all of the French Revolution shit
I had studied for my history major. It made sense now. How many times
in the world’s history had hunger played a part in changing
the course of a country and the world? Where does discontent start? I
somehow had a connection with the revolutionaries of the past.
Sharp’s law of politics, “If the people are hungry,
then they arm themselves; you have a problem on your hands.”
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